Sanggup ?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

So there goes my title, 
'Sanggup' ?

I've been friends with this person for a long time indeed.
It started when I first came in mrsm baling on 2013.
We were best friends.
And yes she's a girl.
We've been sharing secrets.
We literally tells each other mostly everything.
We've been through ups and down .
Yet we still stick together.
She was one of the people that I really care about.
I chose her not because of attention.
Its just because she was one of the people that I trusted.
The one that I trusted the most.
But ouch.
One fine day,
I knew about her.
Going around people talking shits about me
I swear to god I've never felt that kind of pain before.
Because she would always be the one who would realize.
Realize about whats  happening to my life.
Its either I'm happy or sad.
She would always know.
Its been 3 years of this friendship.
I saddens me because she kept on throwing knives behind my back.
And eventhough my back is bleeding hard for years,
I didnt realize back then.
I've just realize now.

Kau sanggup musnahkan persahabatan ni hanya sebab cemburu?
Yes, I admit you have all the attention.
But that doesnt make me desperate for attention if im friend with you.
Aku ikhlas.
Kau faham?

It really saddens me bila tau dia sanggup sebar fitnah tentang aku
So orang lain benci aku sekali

But that's okay .
As long as you're still faking yourself infront of me,
I'll be fine.
But dont ever look for me again
Once you've lost me 
As a person who would be there for you.

Thanks.