Sanggup ?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

So there goes my title, 
'Sanggup' ?

I've been friends with this person for a long time indeed.
It started when I first came in mrsm baling on 2013.
We were best friends.
And yes she's a girl.
We've been sharing secrets.
We literally tells each other mostly everything.
We've been through ups and down .
Yet we still stick together.
She was one of the people that I really care about.
I chose her not because of attention.
Its just because she was one of the people that I trusted.
The one that I trusted the most.
But ouch.
One fine day,
I knew about her.
Going around people talking shits about me
I swear to god I've never felt that kind of pain before.
Because she would always be the one who would realize.
Realize about whats  happening to my life.
Its either I'm happy or sad.
She would always know.
Its been 3 years of this friendship.
I saddens me because she kept on throwing knives behind my back.
And eventhough my back is bleeding hard for years,
I didnt realize back then.
I've just realize now.

Kau sanggup musnahkan persahabatan ni hanya sebab cemburu?
Yes, I admit you have all the attention.
But that doesnt make me desperate for attention if im friend with you.
Aku ikhlas.
Kau faham?

It really saddens me bila tau dia sanggup sebar fitnah tentang aku
So orang lain benci aku sekali

But that's okay .
As long as you're still faking yourself infront of me,
I'll be fine.
But dont ever look for me again
Once you've lost me 
As a person who would be there for you.

Thanks.

Who dat?

the three pictures above are me . haha . well i may not look they same from the face but i am still me physically & mentally. Hey. Before I start , let's us all wish upon our prophet Muhammad SAW since its his birthday today. Salam Maulidur Rasul :)

I was born on the 17th February 2000 in Hospital Selayang,Selangor. yes you're right! I'll be turning fiftteen this year . dont forget the presents ey? hee . 14 years of living had taught me alot . more than enough tho. I went through ups & downs. My loved ones had gone to Almighty and left me forever. But thats okay, its just a reminder to me that even the best people dies. So life must move on. 

I am currently studying in mjsc baling in kedah. haha. before that i was in smk aminuddin baki and smk seri hartamas. Well for primary I was in khalifah model school,sekolah agama ilmi and lastly sk bukit damansara . I've met alot of different kinds of people. Well you know what? When I was at the age of 11, I told my mum i didnt want to go to a boarding school if i ever got 5A's for upsr . but uhm, i did. haha Alhamdulillah, in standard 6 i've succesfully achieved 5A's . I cried like mad haha because I thought I wasnt going to get 5a since i got a 4a 1b for my trial tho. Sooo, I got in smk aminuddin baki, after a week studying there, i got in mrsm baling. At first I had no idea where baling was so my mom told me it was in kedah. I have no idea I would be studying in kedah like dude its really far ey? 6 hours of journey are you kidding me? I cried . I literally locked myself inside my room because i didnt want to go to boarding school and I was given a week of preparation before the regisration. So yeah.

on the 15th of January 2013, I've finally held up white flag to my parents and registered at mrsm baling.